weird dream P2 =.=

i get a weird dream again...
is it the season of dreams for me?
it is really seldom that i remember my dream so vividly
with the emotions and the details as well
with the exception of i always forgot the faces in my dreams HAH!
so now... another story begins...

i'm in a shopping mall, but i can't remember where it is though
or this mall never even exists
i can remember the the shopping complex rough floor plan
weird heh...
there's a girl beside me, i think she's a best friend
the weird part is, i think there's a hospital somewhere in the mall
because i saw my ex *yup! i can get the feeling she's me ex.. and does that makes me a guy?*
and she's really really pale with sickness
but it seems that she betrayed our relationship before
i didn't greet her and literally glared at her like "what are you doing here?"
i was so mad that i just left her there tearing up
then i remember i lost something in the mall
i walked everywhere searching for it
it was so important that i can't bear to lose it
when i found it, my friend ran to me and told me that my ex just passed away
i was just shocked
i ran to where the hospital (?) was
and i on the way, my friend kept telling me that it wasn't her intention to betray me
she was diagnose with a cancer and did not have much time left
but she really loved me and wanted to get back with me to spend her last memories with
i just collapsed on the floor reading the letter she wrote
tears kept flowing
then i just woke up with tears in my eyes

PHEW! why did i get such dreams for 2 nights in a row?
the feeling of pain and the tearing of my heart was so clear
it was like the scene just imprint in my head
i can't get past the image of me collapsed on the floor crying my heart out
if yesterday's dream was the result of me travelling to and fro KL too frequently
then what made the dream today?