weird dream P2 =.=

i get a weird dream again...
is it the season of dreams for me?
it is really seldom that i remember my dream so vividly
with the emotions and the details as well
with the exception of i always forgot the faces in my dreams HAH!
so now... another story begins...

i'm in a shopping mall, but i can't remember where it is though
or this mall never even exists
i can remember the the shopping complex rough floor plan
weird heh...
there's a girl beside me, i think she's a best friend
the weird part is, i think there's a hospital somewhere in the mall
because i saw my ex *yup! i can get the feeling she's me ex.. and does that makes me a guy?*
and she's really really pale with sickness
but it seems that she betrayed our relationship before
i didn't greet her and literally glared at her like "what are you doing here?"
i was so mad that i just left her there tearing up
then i remember i lost something in the mall
i walked everywhere searching for it
it was so important that i can't bear to lose it
when i found it, my friend ran to me and told me that my ex just passed away
i was just shocked
i ran to where the hospital (?) was
and i on the way, my friend kept telling me that it wasn't her intention to betray me
she was diagnose with a cancer and did not have much time left
but she really loved me and wanted to get back with me to spend her last memories with
i just collapsed on the floor reading the letter she wrote
tears kept flowing
then i just woke up with tears in my eyes

PHEW! why did i get such dreams for 2 nights in a row?
the feeling of pain and the tearing of my heart was so clear
it was like the scene just imprint in my head
i can't get past the image of me collapsed on the floor crying my heart out
if yesterday's dream was the result of me travelling to and fro KL too frequently
then what made the dream today?

weird dream

'' hey i just woke up, and this is crazy
but i slept back, so weird dream found me'' :P

it is a really weird dream!
everyday i will wake up early to get my facebook login bonus
but mostly after that i will just sleep back hahah
my dreams were seldom so vivid
i remembered the scenes clearly, but just can't remember the guy's face *ISH!*
i know it is a weird dream >.<
in 1 scene i was sleeping side-by-side with him on a staircase
just after i had my tantrum and sprained my ankle HAH!
the next scene was waking up in a train while we missed our stop and end up being in IOI Mall station
(IOI Mall station haven't even finish building and it is for sure not a m'sia-wide line)
the next scene was coming down from a taxi and trying to get back on train back to kampar
but i had someone's purse with me! my bf *i think :P* said that he thought it's my purse so he took it
but it is a HELLO KITTY purse!! and i'm not that big fan of it...
but opening it gave me a SHOCK!
i saw my name on some papers in the purse (seems like a kindergarten nametag)
and i actually saw the name of the owner and REMEMBERED! Tan Kai Peng
who's this? i don't recall anyone with that name...
in the end the taxi uncle is from kampar and i asked him to take some of my luggages
said something about deposits and how am i getting back my luggages
and suddenly it occurred to me that WTH am i taking a taxi from kampar and taking a train back kampar?
and i woke up! unable to continue this ridiculous dream anymore i supposed~ xD
but i remember seeing the guy's face
i remember his head leaning on my shoulder and me leaning back
i remember we slept through the right station together
AHHH! i remember seeing his mother!!! when we were getting off the taxi!
and and and... i just can't remember their faces now... >.<
i suppose it is a dream after all...a weird one, but a sweet one
he does act like my boyfriend in the dream
i wonder if he is my future one kekeke
so i'm not destined to meet him until the time is right
OPPS! i guess i'm really in to this dream~ :)